Timothy Peter Lambesis (born November 21, 1980) is an American musician and producer, best known as the founding member and lead vocalist of American
metalcore
Metalcore (also known as metallic hardcore) is a fusion music genre that combines elements of extreme metal and hardcore punk. As with other styles blending metal and hardcore, such as crust punk and grindcore, metalcore is noted for its use ...
band
As I Lay Dying. He also had a solo/side
thrash metal
Thrash metal (or simply thrash) is an extreme subgenre of heavy metal music characterized by its overall aggression and often fast tempo.Kahn-Harris, Keith, ''Extreme Metal: Music and Culture on the Edge'', pp. 2–3, 9. Oxford: Berg, 2007, . ...
project in tribute to actor
Arnold Schwarzenegger,
Austrian Death Machine
Austrian Death Machine is an American thrash metal side project from San Diego, California, founded by As I Lay Dying vocalist Tim Lambesis to be a parody of and tribute to Arnold Schwarzenegger's films.
Biography
Austrian Death Machine rele ...
, in which he performed all the instruments. He also formed a
death metal
Death metal is an extreme subgenre of heavy metal music. It typically employs heavily distorted and low-tuned guitars, played with techniques such as palm muting and tremolo picking; deep growling vocals; aggressive, powerful drumming, fe ...
band called Pyrithion and played guitar for
Society's Finest and
Point of Recognition. Lambesis was arrested in 2013 after attempting to hire an undercover police officer to murder his wife. He pled guilty in 2014 and was sentenced to serve six years in prison. Lambesis was released on parole in December 2016.
Lambesis was a judge for the 8th and 10th annual Independent Music Awards to support independent artists' careers.
Lambesis was arrested in 2013 after attempting to hire an undercover police officer to murder his wife. He pled guilty in 2014 and was sentenced to serve six years in prison. Lambesis was released on parole in December 2016.
Since his release, he has reunited the band As I Lay Dying with his former members and released an album: ''
Shaped by Fire
''Shaped by Fire'' is the seventh studio album by American metalcore band As I Lay Dying. It was released on September 20, 2019, through Nuclear Blast. The album was produced by the band themselves and is the follow-up to the group's sixth album, ...
''.
Personal life
Lambesis grew up in Southern California and was voted "Most Like Jesus" by classmates when he attended Santa Fe Christian School in
Solana Beach, California as a teen. He attended
Liberty University
Liberty University (LU) is a Private university, private Baptist university in Lynchburg, Virginia. It is affiliated with the Southern Baptist Conservatives of Virginia (Southern Baptist Convention). Founded in 1971 by Jerry Falwell Sr. and Elmer ...
for a time and majored in religious studies.
Lambesis is a
bodybuilder
Bodybuilding is the use of progressive resistance exercise to control and develop one's muscles (muscle building) by muscle hypertrophy for aesthetic purposes. It is distinct from similar activities such as powerlifting because it focuse ...
and started his own YouTube fitness channel. He is also heavily tattooed. His tattoos include a "rocking Jesus," and cyborg Arnold Schwarzenegger, a Koi fish swimming upstream, which represents a quest for meaning and fulfillment, Hebrew writing, a cross, Jesus Christ in clouds, and his largest (completely covering his back), a samurai fighting a tiger, which represents the battle between reason and instinct.
Lambesis married Meggan Murphy in June 2004.
They have two daughters and a son all
adopted
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from Ethiopia.
Lambesis has previously stated on multiple occasions that he is a
Christian
Christians () are people who follow or adhere to Christianity, a monotheistic Abrahamic religion based on the life and teachings of Jesus Christ. The words '' Christ'' and ''Christian'' derive from the Koine Greek title ''Christós'' (Χρ ...
.
During an August 2010 radio interview on
The Full Armor of God Broadcast, Lambesis said "I can only really write about what I'm passionate about in life, so naturally my faith, my belief in the teachings of
Jesus
Jesus, likely from he, יֵשׁוּעַ, translit=Yēšūaʿ, label=Hebrew/Aramaic ( AD 30 or 33), also referred to as Jesus Christ or Jesus of Nazareth (among other names and titles), was a first-century Jewish preacher and religiou ...
and his
resurrection
Resurrection or anastasis is the concept of coming back to life after death. In a number of religions, a dying-and-rising god is a deity which dies and is resurrected. Reincarnation is a similar process hypothesized by other religions, whic ...
come across in our lyrics." He was described as a "follower of Jesus" once more.
Starting in 2012, Lambesis has made several statements indicating a change in his religious beliefs: in a post on his personal
Tumblr
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page explaining some of the lyrics from the As I Lay Dying album ''
Awakened
Awaken or Awakened may refer to:
Film and television
* ''Awakened'' (film), a 2013 American thriller by Joycelyn Engle and Arno Malarone
* ''The Awakened'', a 2009 film featuring Richard Kiel
* ''Awoken'' (film), a 2019 Australian horror film
...
'' (released September 2012), Lambesis stated that his studies of
theology
Theology is the systematic study of the nature of the divine and, more broadly, of religious belief. It is taught as an academic discipline, typically in universities and seminaries. It occupies itself with the unique content of analyzing th ...
had led him to the conclusion that "tradition and truth are often at odds with each other". While he noted that he "didn't hate all religious belief" and was "still inspired by the words of
esus
Esus, Hesus, or Aisus was a Brittonic and Gaulish god known from two monumental statues and a line in Lucan's '' Bellum civile''.
Name
T. F. O'Rahilly derives the theonym ''Esus'', as well as ''Aoibheall'', ''Éibhleann'', '' Aoife'', and ...
, he was finding it "very difficult for to outline exactly who it is that's worth siding with", and was increasingly regarding "the god of tradition and ritual that I grew up with as less and less of a probable truth". He also quoted the book ''Pagan Christianity'' by George Barna and Frank Viola, noting that both "Protestant and Catholic denominations have poisonous roots".
In August 2012, Lambesis sent an email to his wife, Meggan Murphy-Lambesis, while on tour with As I Lay Dying in which he stated he no longer loved her, had engaged in an extramarital affair, and "no longer believed in God". They separated the same month. She filed papers in
San Diego
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Superior Court
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one month later in September 2012 seeking a
dissolution of their marriage, according to an online court database. In divorce papers, Meggan stated that Lambesis was obsessed with bodybuilding, spending "endless hours at the gym", and was wasting "thousands of dollars on tattoos". She also alleged that he had become "dangerously distracted" while watching their children, including falling asleep while they played in their pool, and had taken two last-minute trips to Florida to see an extramarital girlfriend.
When not on tour, Lambesis lived in
Del Mar, California
Del Mar (; Spanish for "Of the Sea") is a beach town in San Diego County, California, located on the coast of the Pacific Ocean. Established in 1885 as a seaside resort, the city incorporated in 1959. The Del Mar Horse Races are hosted on the ...
. Murphy and their children live in
Encinitas.
Solicitation of murder
On May 7, 2013, Lambesis was arrested in
Oceanside, California, for attempting to hire a
hitman
Contract killing is a form of murder or assassination in which one party hires another party to kill a targeted person or persons. It involves an illegal agreement which includes some form of payment, monetary or otherwise. Either party may b ...
to murder his estranged wife Meggan Murphy, and, according to the
San Diego County Sheriff's Department, was charged with soliciting "an undercover detective to kill his wife."
Lambesis approached someone at a gym and asked if he knew anyone who would kill his wife.
Lambesis met with the undercover agent posing as a hitman, code name "Red", according to Deputy District Attorney Claudia Grasso.
"Red" asked Lambesis if he wanted his wife of eight years gone, and Lambesis replied, "Yes, that's what I want."
He then gave
heundercover agent an envelope containing
US$1,000 for expenses, pictures of his wife, her address, the code to get through a gate, and the date on which to kill her.
Lambesis had directed the detective he believed to be a hitman to kill his wife while he was with his children so he would have an
alibi
An alibi (from the Latin, '' alibī'', meaning "somewhere else") is a statement by a person, who is a possible perpetrator of a crime, of where they were at the time a particular offence was committed, which is somewhere other than where the crim ...
.
He agreed to pay $20,000 for the hit.
On May 9, 2013, Lambesis pled not guilty to a felony charge of solicitation of murder and was ordered held on $3 million bail despite prosecutors deeming Lambesis a "flight risk" and "danger to the public".
Lambesis' bandmates, representatives from management and
Metal Blade Records
Metal Blade Records is an American independent record label founded by Brian Slagel in 1982. The US office for Metal Blade is located in Agoura Hills, California. It also has offices in Germany, Japan, Canada, and the UK. The label is distr ...
, and band attorney Ian Friedman were in attendance at his arraignment.
According to the District Attorney of the case, an audio recording of the transaction between Lambesis and the undercover detective exists and was reportedly used at the trial.
A readiness conference was set for June 10, 2013, and a preliminary court date was scheduled for July 10, 2013.
During the month of his initial arrest, Lambesis pled "not guilty" and his lawyer stated: "His thought processes were devastatingly affected by his steroid use."
A new bail hearing was held for Lambesis on May 17, 2013, at which defense attorney Tom Warwick had bail reduced from $3 million to $2 million. Lambesis was released on bail on May 30. Lambesis was ordered to wear a GPS monitor, was subject to strict travel restrictions, and was unable to see or communicate with his wife and three children. As a result, As I Lay Dying's mid-2013 tour with
Killswitch Engage was cancelled.
On February 25, 2014, Lambesis changed his plea from "not guilty" to "guilty"
and was sentenced to six years in prison on May 16, 2014 and credited with 48 days for time served.
While on house-arrest, Lambesis made a lengthy post on his personal blog in which he stated that (due to the ongoing criminal case) he was unable to "explain more about my case or to explicitly state what my current worldview is", but noted that "after my incarceration, I found myself re-evaluating topics that I had previously sworn I would never waste my time looking at again." Lambesis stated that "I grew up in a Christian home and held that belief myself for many years. In the process of sincerely trying to defend that belief in a scholarly way and shortly after finishing my degree, I felt that it was unreasonable to call myself a Christian in light of the evidence. Many As I Lay Dying fans picked up on the not-so-subtle hints at my worldview change in a couple songs on ''
Awakened
Awaken or Awakened may refer to:
Film and television
* ''Awakened'' (film), a 2013 American thriller by Joycelyn Engle and Arno Malarone
* ''The Awakened'', a 2009 film featuring Richard Kiel
* ''Awoken'' (film), a 2019 Australian horror film
...
''. It was never really hidden." In June 2014, Lambesis came out as an
atheist
Atheism, in the broadest sense, is an absence of belief in the existence of deities. Less broadly, atheism is a rejection of the belief that any deities exist. In an even narrower sense, atheism is specifically the position that there no ...
, claiming that he, along with other members of the band, just kept pretending to be Christian just to sell records,
a claim called slanderous and defamatory by another member of the band. He even recalls feeling awkward when asked for their testimonies and when fans ask to pray with them.
According to Lambesis, his renunciation of Christianity made it easier to have an affair. However, since his arrest the band has released a statement that Lambesis "has spent much of the last year re-evaluating what originally convinced him to abandon belief in God. After much brokenness and repentance he sees things differently, considers himself a follower of Jesus, someone submitted to the will of God, or whatever you want to call it," adding, "That's for him to talk about when he's comfortable and only time will tell if he is sincere."
In 2016, after two years in prison, Lambesis filed a lawsuit against two Southern California detention centers for gross negligence in denying his request for
anastrozole
Anastrozole, sold under the brand name Arimidex among others, is a medication used in addition to other treatments for breast cancer. Specifically it is used for hormone receptor-positive breast cancer. It has also been used to prevent breast ca ...
, a drug he'd been prescribed to fight the side effects of withdrawal from steroids. The lawsuit alleges that as a result of the failure to provide him with the drug, Lambesis developed breasts and underwent severe emotional distress. His request for punitive damages of $35 million was dismissed in September 2016, but his claims of medical negligence have yet to be tried.
He was released on parole on December 17, 2016. He married Amanda Dubord in April 2017. They divorced in 2020, after which Lambesis married Dany Ciara in 2022.
Musical career
Lambesis started his musical career while he was still in high school, playing bass in the first few bands he was in.
He and Matt Carlson (drums) formed the band Against the Mark, where Lambesis would become the band's vocalist. The two would get a full band together, including bassist Jon Jameson.
The band changed their name to Life Once Lost, but only for a short time, until they entered an indefinite hiatus. Lambesis left in 2000 to join
Society's Finest, but only for a brief time, as they did not have plans to tour.
Lambesis returned to California to restart Life Once Lost, but with a whole new lineup. The band discovered
A Life Once Lost, which caused the band to change their name to
As I Lay Dying. Lambesis hired
Jordan Mancino, former drummer of Edge of Mortality, and Evan White. In 2001, Lambesis and Mancino joined
Point of Recognition and recorded on the album ''Day of Defeat'' in 2002. The two quit soon after to further pursue As I Lay Dying.
Over the years, the band went through many lineup changes. Lambesis and Mancino were the only remaining original members and constant members until 2003, when 19-year-old guitarist
Phil Sgrosso joined the band.
The next year, in 2004, the band hired
Nick Hipa as the band's lead guitarist. Hipa was playing previously with
Evelynn, a band that was signed to
Pluto Records, As I Lay Dying's former label.
Bassist Clint Norris was, most likely, the band's most consistent bassist until his departure in 2007 and the introduction of
Josh Gilbert. The five of them recorded and released ''
An Ocean Between Us'', including "
Nothing Left", which was
Grammy
The Grammy Awards (stylized as GRAMMY), or simply known as the Grammys, are awards presented by the Recording Academy of the United States to recognize "outstanding" achievements in the music industry. They are regarded by many as the most pres ...
-nominated for "Best Metal Performance".
In 2008, Lambesis and
Destroy the Runner vocalist
Chad Ackerman formed
Austrian Death Machine
Austrian Death Machine is an American thrash metal side project from San Diego, California, founded by As I Lay Dying vocalist Tim Lambesis to be a parody of and tribute to Arnold Schwarzenegger's films.
Biography
Austrian Death Machine rele ...
, a parody metal band based around
Arnold Schwarzenegger. The two recorded two releases, ''
Total Brutal
''Total Brutal'' is the debut full-length album by Austrian Death Machine, a project of As I Lay Dying's vocalist Tim Lambesis. The band and record are based upon Arnold Schwarzenegger and his movies. Tim plays all of the instruments (apart f ...
'' and ''
A Very Brutal Christmas
Austrian Death Machine is an American thrash metal side project from San Diego, California, founded by As I Lay Dying vocalist Tim Lambesis to be a parody of and tribute to Arnold Schwarzenegger's films.
Biography
Austrian Death Machine relea ...
'' the same year. The next year saw the release of ''
Double Brutal''.
The band wrote and recorded ''
The Powerless Rise'', which was released in 2010 to much critical acclaim. In 2011, Austrian Death Machine released ''Jingle All the Way''. Lambesis would release three albums over the next three years; ''
Awakened
Awaken or Awakened may refer to:
Film and television
* ''Awakened'' (film), a 2013 American thriller by Joycelyn Engle and Arno Malarone
* ''The Awakened'', a 2009 film featuring Richard Kiel
* ''Awoken'' (film), a 2019 Australian horror film
...
'' with As I Lay Dying (2012), ''The Burden of Sorrow'' by Pyrithion, a side project with members of
Allegaeon and
The Famine (2013), and ''
Triple Brutal
''Triple Brutal'' is the third album by the parody metal band, Austrian Death Machine. The album feature members of Carnifex, The Faceless, Bleeding Through, and Impending Doom. The album was planned to be released by Metal Blade Records, but t ...
'' with Austrian Death Machine (2014). In 2014, all of Lambesis' projects went on hiatus, due to his criminal acts.
In 2017, Lambesis resurrected As I Lay Dying, initially rumoured with all new members. After consolidation with the old members, the band reunited in form of the old lineup. On June 7, 2018, the band released a new single, "
My Own Grave".
On April 12, 2019, As I Lay Dying released another single, "Redefined", and on September 20, 2019, the band released their seventh studio album, ''
Shaped by Fire
''Shaped by Fire'' is the seventh studio album by American metalcore band As I Lay Dying. It was released on September 20, 2019, through Nuclear Blast. The album was produced by the band themselves and is the follow-up to the group's sixth album, ...
''.
Discography

with
As I Lay Dying
*''
Beneath the Encasing of Ashes
''Beneath the Encasing of Ashes'' is the debut studio album by American metalcore band As I Lay Dying. Many reviewers and also casual listeners compared the overall sound of this album to Zao. It is widely thought that the band found its own so ...
'' (2001)
*''
Frail Words Collapse'' (2003)
*''
Shadows Are Security
''Shadows Are Security'' is the third album by American metalcore band As I Lay Dying. The album was released on June 14, 2005 through Metal Blade Records, and was produced by Tim Lambesis, the band's vocalist, and Phil Sgrosso, one of the ba ...
'' (2005)
*''
A Long March: The First Recordings'' (compilation, 2006)
*''
An Ocean Between Us'' (2007)
*''
The Powerless Rise'' (2010)
*''
Decas'' (compilation, 2011)
*''
Awakened
Awaken or Awakened may refer to:
Film and television
* ''Awakened'' (film), a 2013 American thriller by Joycelyn Engle and Arno Malarone
* ''The Awakened'', a 2009 film featuring Richard Kiel
* ''Awoken'' (film), a 2019 Australian horror film
...
'' (2012)
* ''
Shaped by Fire
''Shaped by Fire'' is the seventh studio album by American metalcore band As I Lay Dying. It was released on September 20, 2019, through Nuclear Blast. The album was produced by the band themselves and is the follow-up to the group's sixth album, ...
'' (2019)
as/with
Austrian Death Machine
Austrian Death Machine is an American thrash metal side project from San Diego, California, founded by As I Lay Dying vocalist Tim Lambesis to be a parody of and tribute to Arnold Schwarzenegger's films.
Biography
Austrian Death Machine rele ...
*''
Total Brutal
''Total Brutal'' is the debut full-length album by Austrian Death Machine, a project of As I Lay Dying's vocalist Tim Lambesis. The band and record are based upon Arnold Schwarzenegger and his movies. Tim plays all of the instruments (apart f ...
'' (2008)
*''
A Very Brutal Christmas
Austrian Death Machine is an American thrash metal side project from San Diego, California, founded by As I Lay Dying vocalist Tim Lambesis to be a parody of and tribute to Arnold Schwarzenegger's films.
Biography
Austrian Death Machine relea ...
'' (EP, 2008)
*''
Double Brutal'' (2009)
*''Jingle All the Way'' (EP, 2011)
*''
Triple Brutal
''Triple Brutal'' is the third album by the parody metal band, Austrian Death Machine. The album feature members of Carnifex, The Faceless, Bleeding Through, and Impending Doom. The album was planned to be released by Metal Blade Records, but t ...
'' (2014)
Guest appearances
* "After the Fall", from ''
The Beginning of the End'' (2006) – by
Sworn Enemy
Sworn Enemy is an American crossover thrash band from New York City.
Biography
The band formed as "Downfall" and later on as "Mindset", a product of the extremely expansive and influential New York hardcore scene. At its original inception ...
* "Declaration", from ''
Declaration'' (2008) – by
Bleeding Through
Bleeding Through is an American metalcore band from Orange County, California, formed in 1999. In 2004, ''Revolver'' magazine hailed Bleeding Through as one of eight bands ushering in the "Future of Metal" cover story, and ''Spin'' called Blee ...
* "God Rocky, Is This Your Face?", from ''
Almost Home'' (2009) – by
Evergreen Terrace
* "Orphans", from ''
There Will Be Violence'' (2010) – by
Impending Doom
* "Desire", from ''
Eternal'' (2010) – by
War of Ages
War of Ages (sometimes abbreviated WoA; formerly known as Point Zero) is an American Christian metal band formed in Erie, Pennsylvania, in 2002.
The band's self-titled debut album '' War of Ages'' was released in 2005, and in February 2006, th ...
* "Constance", from ''
Dead Throne'' (2011) – by
The Devil Wears Prada
* "With a Resounding Voice", from ''
Jasta'' (2011) – by
Jamey Jasta
James Shanahan (born August 7, 1977), known professionally as Jamey Jasta, is an American vocalist, best known as the lead singer of metalcore band Hatebreed and sludge metal band Kingdom of Sorrow. Jasta also fronts metalcore band Icepick. ...
* "Oblivion", from ''Oblivion'' (2021) - by Ov Sulfur
Credits as record producer
* As I Lay Dying – ''
Beneath the Encasing of Ashes
''Beneath the Encasing of Ashes'' is the debut studio album by American metalcore band As I Lay Dying. Many reviewers and also casual listeners compared the overall sound of this album to Zao. It is widely thought that the band found its own so ...
''
*
Sworn Enemy
Sworn Enemy is an American crossover thrash band from New York City.
Biography
The band formed as "Downfall" and later on as "Mindset", a product of the extremely expansive and influential New York hardcore scene. At its original inception ...
– ''
The Beginning of the End''
* Sworn Enemy – ''
Maniacal
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''
* Sworn Enemy – ''
Total World Domination''
*
Zao – ''
Awake?''
*
Impending Doom – ''
The Serpent Servant
''The Serpent Servant'' is the second studio album by American Christian deathcore band Impending Doom. They worked with the metalcore
Metalcore (also known as metallic hardcore) is a fusion music genre that combines elements of extreme meta ...
''
* Impending Doom – ''
There Will Be Violence''
*
Chelsea Grin – ''
Desolation of Eden''
*
War of Ages
War of Ages (sometimes abbreviated WoA; formerly known as Point Zero) is an American Christian metal band formed in Erie, Pennsylvania, in 2002.
The band's self-titled debut album '' War of Ages'' was released in 2005, and in February 2006, th ...
– ''
Arise and Conquer''
* War of Ages – ''
Eternal''
*
Molotov Solution – ''
The Harbinger''
*
Sea of Treachery – ''
Wonderland
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Places
Municipalities
* Wonderland, California, a ghost town in Plumas County
* Wonderland, Ohio, a ghost town in Columbus, Ohio, U.S.
Roads, streets, and trails
* Wonderland Avenue, a roadway in Laurel Canyon, Los Ang ...
''
*
Carnifex – ''
Until I Feel Nothing
''Until I Feel Nothing'' is the fourth studio album by American deathcore band Carnifex. It was released worldwide on October 24, 2011, through Victory Records. It is the band's last album to feature lead guitarist Ryan Gudmunds.
Background
Aft ...
''
*
Underneath the Gun
Underneath the Gun is a Christian deathcore and metalcore band from Corona, California. While their sound originally was deathcore on the first EP and ''The Awakening'' full length, they evolved into a metalcore sound on the ''Forfeit Misfortun ...
– ''Forfeit Misfortunes''
*
Wolves at the Gate - ''
Eclipse
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''
References
External links
Tim Lambesis' blog*
*
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