''Benjamin'' is a 2018 British comedy-drama feature film, written and directed by

Simon Amstell Simon Marc Amstell (born 29 November 1979) is a British comedian, writer and director. He wrote and directed the films '' Carnage'' (2017) and ''Benjamin'' (2018). His work on television has included presenting ''Popworld'' and ''Never Mind the ...

. It stars

Colin Morgan Colin Morgan (born 1 January 1986) is a Northern Irish actor. He is best known for playing the title character in the BBC fantasy series '' Merlin'' (2008–2012), Leo Elster in ''Humans'' (2015–2018), and Billy Clanton in Kenneth Branagh’s ...

, , Joel Fry,

Jessica Raine Jessica Raine (born Jessica Helen Lloyd; 20 May 1982) is an English actress. She is best known for her roles as Jenny Lee in the television series ''Call the Midwife'' (2012–2014) and Verity Lambert in the television film ''An Adventure in Sp ...

, Jack Rowan and

Anna Chancellor Anna Theodora Chancellor (born 27 April 1965) is a British actress who has received nominations for BAFTA and Olivier Awards. Background and early life Chancellor was born in Richmond, England to barrister John Paget Chancellor, eldest son of ...

. The film features original music from

James Righton James Nicholas Righton (born 25 August 1983) is a British musician. As well as singing, he was the keyboard-player of the London-based new rave band Klaxons, which disbanded in 2015. In March 2016, Righton announced his new project Shock Mac ...

(of the

Klaxons Klaxons were an English rock band, based in London. Following the release of several 7-inch singles on different independent record labels, as well as the success of previous singles " Magick" and " Golden Skans", the band released their debu ...

). It tells the story of an up-and-coming filmmaker's struggle to find connection when he meets an enchanting French musician. The film was announced by Open Palm Films in 2017 and premiered at the BFI London Film Festival 2018. It was released in select UK cinemas in 2019. The film was nominated for the Grand Jury Award for Best film at the 2019 Milan International Lesbian and Gay Film Festival and won the Audience Award.

Plot

Benjamin, a rising young filmmaker struggling to replicate his early success, previews his newest film: a romantic drama about his character's doomed relationship with his boyfriend and inability to love. Despite his producer Tessa's reassurances to the contrary, Benjamin is deeply anxious about the film, contending with fear of judgment and cripplingly low self-esteem. At a reporter friend's invitation, Benjamin and his best friend Stephen attend a party where Benjamin meets and promptly becomes captivated by a French singer onstage, Noah. Benjamin later joins Noah and his bandmates for dinner and the two begin a burgeoning romance, spending the night and the following day together. As Benjamin's film premiere approaches, he panics and insists that his producer reinsert a controversial set of scenes into the film, of a Buddhist monk discussing the idea of self. While the rest of the film is well-received, these extended scenes are panned by the audience and critics alike. After the screening, Noah breaks up with Benjamin, saying he is not ready for a relationship. A heartbroken Benjamin meets up with his reporter friend Billie and her sometimes-boyfriend Harry—the same actor who played Benjamin's boyfriend in his film. The two argue frequently and have cheated on each other multiple times. Harry expresses interest in writing a film with Benjamin, but when Benjamin agrees, Harry propositions him instead. The two sleep together, but Harry later clarifies that it was a one-time experiment. Still missing Noah, Benjamin seeks him out and asks if they might continue seeing each other, without formally labeling it a relationship. Noah agrees, much to Benjamin's delight. Over time, the two grow closer. At one point, when Benjamin seems anxious, Noah silently stares into Benjamin's eyes to calm him down, before formally asking Benjamin to be his boyfriend. Benjamin accepts. Benjamin is having dinner with Noah's parents when his ex-boyfriend, Paul, enters the restaurant. When Benjamin calls him over, Paul publicly confronts him about his recent film, which was partly inspired by their relationship. Later, Paul argues that Benjamin is repeating old patterns and remains incapable of love. Tensions remain high after the dinner, with Benjamin embarrassed and anxious that he will wind up hurting Noah as he did Paul. Despite Noah's attempts to reassure him, Benjamin winds up pushing him away. Upset, Benjamin later consumes magic mushrooms and becomes deeply inebriated. Now thoroughly alone, Benjamin repeatedly tries to call his friend Stephen. The next day, with his calls still going to voicemail, Benjamin gets worried and goes to Stephen's house, breaking his window. Upon seeing Stephen, caught up in relief and lingering heartbreak, Benjamin bursts into tears and realizes that he needs to see Noah. Benjamin runs to Noah's gig and is moved to tears by Noah's heartbreaking performance, with lyrics that seem to be about him. After the show, he tells Noah that he's made a mistake, confessing that what is scarier than being incapable of love is the fact that he in fact loves Noah. Noah challenges Benjamin by asking him to return with him to Paris. Although Benjamin initially panics at the thought, he calms himself by looking into Noah's eyes and accepts the offer.

Cast

as Benjamin *

as Tessa * as Noah * Jack Rowan as Harry *

as Billie * Joel Fry as Stephen *

Nathan Stewart-Jarrett Nathan Lloyd Stewart-Jarrett (born 4 December 1985) is a British actor, best known for starring as Curtis Donovan in the E4 series ''Misfits'' and as Ian in the Channel 4 series ''Utopia''. Early life Stewart-Jarrett was born in Wandsworth, ...

as Paul *

Mawaan Rizwan Mawaan Rizwan (born 18 August 1992) is a Pakistani-born British actor and comedian who began his career as a YouTuber. Early life Rizwan was born in Lahore, Pakistan; his mother, Shahnaz, was one of nine siblings and had starred in a number ...

as Dhani * James Bloor as Alex (photographer) *

Jessie Cave Jessica Alice Cave Lloyd (born 5 May 1987) is an English actress, comedian and cartoonist, known for her role as Lavender Brown in the ''Harry Potter'' film series and for her shows in London and at the Edinburgh Fringe. She has also published ...

as Martha * Arnab Chanda as Guru * Gabe Gilmour as Bodhi * Robin Peters as Editor *

Simon Mayo Simon Andrew Hicks Mayo (born 21 September 1958) is an English radio presenter and author who worked for BBC Radio from 1982 until 2022. Mayo has presented across three BBC stations for extended periods. From 1986 to 2001 he worked for Radio ...

as himself

Musicians

"Noah's Band" * Phénix Brossard on vocals * Naomi Soneye-Thomas on keyboard * Loris Scarpa on drums * Silas Wyatt-Blake on acoustic guitar * George Jennings on electric guitar "Guildhall" * Natalie L. Hancock on cello * Ben Daniel-Greep on double bass * Andy Massey as piano double

References

External links

*{{IMDb title, 7455076 2018 films British comedy-drama films 2018 LGBT-related films British LGBT-related films LGBT-related comedy-drama films Gay-related films 2010s English-language films 2010s British films