"If I Lose Myself" is a song recorded by American
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band
OneRepublic
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for their third studio album, ''
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'' (2013). It was released as the album's first official single on January 8, 2013. The song was written by
Ryan Tedder
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,
Benny Blanco
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,
Brent Kutzle
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and
Zach Filkins
Zachary Douglas Filkins (born September 15, 1978) is an American musician, actor and songwriter. He is a guitarist for the pop rock band OneRepublic.
Biography
Early life
A significant part of Filkins's childhood was spent intensely studying c ...
. It was produced by Tedder and Blanco while Kutzle served as the co-producer. The song peaked at number 74 on the US
''Billboard'' Hot 100 and number 6 on the
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in
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. In early 2014, the single was re-released in the UK after the huge success of "
Counting Stars
"Counting Stars" is a song by American pop rock band OneRepublic from their third studio album, ''Native'' (2013). The song was written by lead singer Ryan Tedder, and produced by Tedder and Noel Zancanella. It was released as the album's seco ...
".
Writing and inspiration
OneRepublic frontman
Ryan Tedder
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told ''
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'' about the song's lyrics: "It's actually about my buried, latent fear of flying and going down in an airplane, having that moment of sheer panic, looking out the window, seeing your life pass before you and somehow finding comfort in the fact that the person next to you is experiencing the same traumatic event."
Composition
"If I Lose Myself" runs for 4:01 minutes and has a tempo of 140 beats per minute.
Live performances
On March 28, 2013, OneRepublic performed "If I Lose Myself" on ''
American Idol
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'' with former Idol contestant and
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''
Smash'' star
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. They also performed on ''
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'', ''
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'' and ''
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'', as well as several other concerts and festivals.
Music video
In an interview with fuse.tv, Tedder said, "The original concept
or the videowas borrowing from the opening scene of ''
Garden State''—the plane's going down and all the oxygen masks drop out and everyone's going crazy... We chased that for a minute but realized... It's one thing to watch that kind of video once, but you don't wanna sit there and hit repeat on watching a plane crash."
The music video was released on January 24, 2013. In the video, a group of people are sent a text from Ryan Tedder, of a picture of a wolf and the numbers 11.11.11 at the bottom. The camera follows the group around the city chasing clues that are spray painted on fire hydrants and street signs around the town that will help them guide their way to a secret concert that OneRepublic is holding. The video cuts to scenes of the band performing the song in a dark, smokey room with colored lights surrounding the room with a bunch of fans dancing. There are pictures of owls and foxes being projected around the room which are allusions to the album cover for ''Native''. At the end of the video, there is a fox being projected on Tedder's face. The video was inspired by the movies ''
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'' and ''
The Matrix
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''.
The video has over 90 million views as of January 2021. It is one of the top ten most viewed OneRepublic music videos.
Track listing
*Digital download
#"If I Lose Myself" – 4:01
*Digital download – remix
#"If I Lose Myself" (OneRepublic vs
Alesso
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) – 3:34
*CD single
#"If I Lose Myself" (Album version) – 4:01
#"If I Lose Myself" (Love Thy Brother remix) – 4:03
Credits and personnel
Recording
*Recorded at Black Rock Studios,
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*Mixed at MixStar Studios,
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*Mastered at Sterling Sound, New York
Personnel
*
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–
Ryan Tedder
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,
Benny Blanco
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,
Brent Kutzle
Brent Michael Kutzle (born August 3, 1985) is an American musician, multi-instrumentalist, songwriter, record producer, and film composer originating from Fountain Valley, California. He is the bassist and cellist for the pop rock band OneRepubli ...
,
Zach Filkins
Zachary Douglas Filkins (born September 15, 1978) is an American musician, actor and songwriter. He is a guitarist for the pop rock band OneRepublic.
Biography
Early life
A significant part of Filkins's childhood was spent intensely studying c ...
*
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– Benny Blanco, Ryan Tedder
*Co-production – Brent Kutzle
*
Mixing – Serban Ghenea
*
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– Smith Carlson, Ryan Tedder
*Assistant engineering – Scott "Yarmov" Yarmovsky, Chris Sclafani, Matthew Tryba
*
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– Zach Filkins, Drew Brown, Eddie Fisher, Brent Kutzle, David McGlohon
*Instrumentation and programming – Benny Blanco, Ryan Tedder, Brent Kutzle, OneRepublic
*Mix engineering – John Hanes
*Assistant mix engineering – Phil Seaford
*
Mastering – Chris Gehringer, Will Quinnell
Charts
Weekly charts
Year-end charts
Certifications
Release history
Alesso vs. OneRepublic version
A progressive house version of the song remixed by Swedish
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Alesso
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was played for the first time at the
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on March 24, 2013 and was released in certain countries on March 30, notably Netherlands and Sweden, charting with a version credited to OneRepublic vs. Alesso.
"If I Lose Myself" was promoted and released in the United Kingdom and Australia in February 2014. This remix was later featured on both the UK and US reissue of the group's album, ''Native'', as well as Alesso's debut album, ''
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'' (2015).
The remix was nominated for a
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in the category
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.
Alesso explained:
Track listing
*;Digital download
#"If I Lose Myself" (OneRepublic vs. Alesso) – 3:34
*;Digital download — extended remix
#"If I Lose Myself" (OneRepublic vs. Alesso) (extended remix) – 7:08
Charts
Certifications
References
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2013 singles
OneRepublic songs
Songs written by Ryan Tedder
2013 songs
Songs written by Zach Filkins
Songs written by Eddie Fisher (drummer)
Interscope Records singles
Mosley Music Group singles
Songs written by Brent Kutzle
Songs written by Benny Blanco
Song recordings produced by Benny Blanco
Song recordings produced by Ryan Tedder
Song recordings produced by Alesso