I Had Lost My Mind

''Don't Be Scared'' is singer-songwriter Daniel Johnston's second self-released album, released in 1982. It was re-released on cassette in 1989 by Stress Records, a label run by Johnston's friend and manager Jeff Tartakov, on mp3 by emusic.com in 2000, and on CDR by Eternal Yip Eye Music in 2004.

"I Had Lost My Mind" features prominently in the 2005 documentary feature on Johnston's life, '' The Devil and Daniel Johnston.'' The song was accompanied in the film by animation created from cels drawn by Johnston in a book that he had intended to submit to a local competition.

Background

The album was recorded in July 1982, during Johnston's summer vacation between his sophomore and junior years studying at Kent State University. He was 21 at the time.

As with the previous album, '' Songs of Pain'', the recordings were made in his parents' basement in West Virginia, where Johnston was living at the time. Initially, Johnston only produced one copy of this tape, until 1986 when Jeff Tartakov of Stress Records began distributing copies.

Artwork

The artwork is a drawing of Johnston's 'Polka Dot Underwear Guy' character, with the top of his head removed. The exposed insides of his head represent Johnston's inability to hold anything back artistically, 'spilling forth embarrassingly personal expressions of vulnerability.' The character was when Johnston was in high school, representing anybody 'embattled by life', including Johnston. An evolution of the Polka Dot Underwear Guy, Joe The Boxer, later appeared on the cover of '' Retired Boxer''.

Legacy

On Kathy McCarty's 1994 tribute album ''Dead Dog's Eyeball'', she featured two songs on ''Don't Be Scared'', "I Had A Dream" and "Going Down". Sparklehorse recorded "My Yoke Is Heavy" for their 2000 EP ''Distorted Ghost''. In 2004, M. Ward covered "Story of an Artist" and Guster "The Sun Shines Down on Me" on ''The Late Great Daniel Johnston''. Two years later, Chris Harford covered the song "Going Down" on another tribute album titled ''I Killed The Monster''. In 2013, Adrian Crowley and James Yorkston recorded a mini-album of Johnston covers titled after and featuring the song "My Yoke Is Heavy" as well as "The Sun Shines Down on Me".

Retrospectives on the album published decades following its release praised "The Story of an Artist" highly; the ''Tampa Bay Times'' called it "heartbreaking", while ''The New Yorker'' referred to it as "haunting".

In 2017, a benefit concert by the Canadian Mental Health foundation was held in tribute to Daniel Johnston and was named after the album.

When Douglas Wolk of '' Pitchfork'' reviewed Johnston's first six albums as part of the "Story of an Artist" boxset, "Don't Be Scared" was described as "lacking in quality control", with Wolk calling "Stars on Parade" "plain awful" and the rest of the material "rather samey", save for "The Story of An Artist". Similarly, '' Trouser Press'' called the album a "disjointed, a muddy transliteration of some fine songs."

In March 2019, No-Comply Skateshop released a limited edition series of Vans shoes featuring Johnston's artwork, including that of "Don't Be Scared".

David Peisner, writing for '' The New York Times'', included the song "The Story of An Artist" in his "12 essential Daniel Johnston tracks" article. Similarly, Willoughby Thom for '' The Observer'' had "The Sun Shines Down on Me" in their top five. For ''The Miscellany News'' retrospective on Johnston, Abby Tarwater described this album (as well as '' Songs of Pain'') as 'strikingly lo-fi and achingly honest, balancing sunny, childlike pop songs with unfiltered musings on love and longing so agonizing that they're often uncomfortable to listen to'. In 2021, the American mystery-comedy television show '' Only Murders in the Building'' included the album's title track in its first episode. In May of 2022, Vans produced a second shoe design featuring the album's artwork in a collage with his other tapes. In May of 2023, an exhibit of Johnston's work hosted in Houston's Redbud Gallery was named after the album.New Daniel Johnston exhibit remembers the outsider art of a Texas icon
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Track listing

All tracks written and produced by Daniel Johnston.

Side one:

Side two:

Release history

Personnel

* Daniel Johnston – vocals, piano

References

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Daniel Johnston albums
1982 albums
Albums recorded in a home studio
Self-released albums