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Esham is an American
rapper Rapping (also rhyming, spitting, emceeing or MCing) is a musical form of vocal delivery that incorporates "rhyme, rhythmic speech, and street vernacular". It is performed or chanted, usually over a backing beat or musical accompaniment. The ...
from
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. Esham released his debut studio album, '' Boomin' Words from Hell'', in 1989. Since then, he has gone on to release 15 studio albums in total and is best known as a representative of the hip hop subgenres
horrorcore Horrorcore, also called horror hip hop, horror rap, death hip hop, or death rap, is a subgenre of hip hop music based on horror-themed and often darkly transgressive lyrical content and imagery. Its origins derived from certain hardcore hip h ...
and
rap rock Rap rock is a fusion genre that fuses vocal and instrumental elements of hip hop with various forms of rock. Rap rock's most popular subgenres include rap metal and rapcore, which include heavy metal and hardcore punk-oriented influences, resp ...
. In 1992, he co-founded the horrorcore group
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. He and his brother James Smith founded and ran the Detroit hip hop label
Reel Life Productions Reel Life Productions, also known as Gothom Records, is an independent record label based in Detroit, Michigan most associated with the hip hop subgenre horrorcore. The label was founded in 1989 by James H. Smith and his younger brother, rapper E ...
. As one of the first rappers to receive attention in the city, Esham was often cited as a major influence on another Detroit horrorcore act,
Insane Clown Posse Insane Clown Posse, often abbreviated as ICP, is an American hip hop duo. Formed in Detroit in 1989 as a gangsta rap group, ICP's best known lineup consists of rappers Violent J (Joseph Bruce) and Shaggy 2 Dope (originally 2 Dope; Joseph Utsler ...
. Esham is known for incorporating elements of
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in his beats, and his lyrics cover a number of subjects, including death, drug use, evil,
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and sex. Esham refers to his style of music as "acid rap".


Biography


Early career

Esham grew up splitting time between the Seven Mile neighborhood on the East side of
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, where he lived with his mother. He attended
Osborn High School Osborn High School, also known as Osborn Academy of Mathematics is a public high school in the Detroit Public Schools Community District (DPSCD), located in Northeast Detroit. Currently, the school has over 20 course offerings some of which are ...
, and lived with his grandmother in New York during summers. He studied piano, guitar, and trombone in high school, and listened to artists such as Sugar Hill Gang,
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,
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and
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. Esham began to write original lyrics, and was encouraged by his older brother, James H. Smith, to seriously pursue a career in hip hop. According to Esham, "He felt like I had a dope flow, and he thought I could bring something new to the game, just coming from the city of Detroit. Back then, it wasn't really a apmusic scene in Detroit. Everybody was just imitating what everybody else was doing." In the second grade, Esham met Champtown, who was also an aspiring rapper. The two performed together at
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events Seafood Bay. In one occurrence, Champtown and Esham were forced to rap for a drug dealer at gunpoint.Smith, Brian. (December 15, 2004
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Esham released his debut album, '' Boomin' Words from Hell'', in 1989. Of the album, Esham stated, "It was the crack era, ..and that's where all that really came from. It was all an expression about 70s-'80s drug cartel Young Boys Incorporated, Mayor
Coleman Young Coleman Alexander Young (May 24, 1918 – November 29, 1997) was an American politician who served as mayor of Detroit, Michigan, from 1974 to 1994. Young was the first African-American mayor of Detroit. Young had emerged from the far-left ele ...
, the city we lived in and just the turmoil that our city was going through at the time. We referred to the streets of Detroit as 'Hell' on that record. So that's where my ideas came from." In 1990, Esham and James H. Smith founded the independent record label
Reel Life Productions Reel Life Productions, also known as Gothom Records, is an independent record label based in Detroit, Michigan most associated with the hip hop subgenre horrorcore. The label was founded in 1989 by James H. Smith and his younger brother, rapper E ...
, which reissued his debut album with an alternate track listing and artwork. Esham found it difficult to develop a fanbase, because many wrote off the dark content of his lyrics and imagery as
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, while hip hop fans did not connect to Esham's albums because of his heavy metal influences. In 1991, Esham met Joseph Bruce, a member of the group Inner City Posse, who praised Esham and
Reel Life Productions Reel Life Productions, also known as Gothom Records, is an independent record label based in Detroit, Michigan most associated with the hip hop subgenre horrorcore. The label was founded in 1989 by James H. Smith and his younger brother, rapper E ...
, and gave Esham a copy of the group's EP ''
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'', beginning the two rappers' friendship and professional relationship. After releasing two EPs, ''
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'' and '' Homey Don't Play'', Esham completed the double album ''
Judgement Day The Last Judgment, Final Judgment, Day of Reckoning, Day of Judgment, Judgment Day, Doomsday, Day of Resurrection or The Day of the Lord (; ar, یوم القيامة, translit=Yawm al-Qiyāmah or ar, یوم الدین, translit=Yawm ad-Dīn, ...
'', and its two volumes, ''Day'' and ''Night'' were released separately on April 9, 1992. In ''All Music Guide to Hip-Hop'', Jason Birchmeier wrote that ''Judgement Day, Vol. 1'' "may not be his most well-crafted work, but it certainly stands as his most inspired work of the '90s", while ''Vol. 2'' "isn't quite as strong as the first volume, suffering mostly from a number of weak tracks ..the first volume doesn't rely quite so much on cheap shock, instead focusing on evocative horror motifs, making ''Judgement Day, Vol. 2'' the less important of the two."


''KKKill the Fetus'', ''Closed Casket'' and ''Dead Flowerz''

As a student at Osborn High School, Esham met
Mastamind Gary Reed (born December 28, 1972), also known as Mastamind, is an American rapper from Detroit best known as a representative of the hip hop subgenre horrorcore. A founding member of Natas, he was formerly signed with Reel Life Productions befo ...
, who gave him a three-song demo tape of his music, leading the two to form the group
Natas The National Academy of Television Arts and Sciences (NATAS) is an American professional service organization founded in 1955 for "the advancement of the arts and sciences of television and the promotion of creative leadership for artistic, edu ...
with Esham's longtime friend, TNT. In 1992, Esham appeared on ''
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'', the debut album of
Insane Clown Posse Insane Clown Posse, often abbreviated as ICP, is an American hip hop duo. Formed in Detroit in 1989 as a gangsta rap group, ICP's best known lineup consists of rappers Violent J (Joseph Bruce) and Shaggy 2 Dope (originally 2 Dope; Joseph Utsler ...
, released on October 18. He produced three tracks and rapped on the album's final track. In November, Natas released their debut album, ''
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''. Following the release of this album, Esham, Natas and Reel Life Productions were the subject of much controversy when a 17-year-old fan killed himself while smoking
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and playing Russian roulette while listening to ''Life After Death''. In 1993, Esham released his third solo album, ''
KKKill the Fetus ''KKKill the Fetus'' is the third studio album by Esham. Released in 1993, the album's lyrics focus on subjects such as abortion and murder. The album, which has been cited as an iconic horrorcore album, has been praised for its genre-defining prod ...
''. Jason Birchmeier wrote that "At this point in his career, his rapping has already reached near-peak levels, and his production shows a continued path towards an inventiveness. ..Never again would Esham be so gritty." On November 22, 1994, Esham released his fourth studio album, ''
Closed Casket ''Closed Casket'' is the fourth studio album by Esham, released on November 22, 1994, and distributed by Reel Life Productions/ Warlock Records. Lyrics and music Because of the Satanic themes of his earlier work, Esham had been accused of ...
''. Jason Birchmeier wrote that "most fans taking a chronological approach to his catalog should be fairly numb to Esham's exploitative shock attempts. Yet if this is one of your first experiences with Esham the Unholy, this album should pack a punch with its dark nature." In May 1996, Esham released his fifth studio album, ''
Dead Flowerz ''Dead Flowerz'' is the fifth studio album by Esham. Released in 1996, it peaked at #38 on the ''Billboard'' Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums chart. Track listing All tracks by Esham #"What" – 2:34 #"You Betta Ask Somebody" – 3:22 #"Tony Montana" ...
''. It peaked at number 38 on the ''
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'' Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums
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.


Gothom Records (1997–2001)

In June 1997, Esham rebranded Reel Life Productions as Gothom Records, and released the album '' Bruce Wayne: Gothom City 1987'', which charted at number 57 on Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums. Esham later signed a distribution deal with Overcore, a subsidiary of Overture Music, which later became distributed by
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. In June 2001, Gothom released
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's ''
Spankmaster ''Spankmaster'' is the sixth solo studio album by American rapper and producer Kool Keith. It was released on June 5, 2001, via Overcore with distribution by TVT Records. The record features production and guest appearances from Jacky Jasper and ...
'' album, which featured several contributions by Esham, as well as Smith's eighth album, '' Tongues'', which peaked at number seven on the Top Independent Albums chart, number 46 on the Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums chart and number 195 on the ''Billboard'' 200. In August 2001, Esham and
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were kicked off the
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after members of the group allegedly physically attacked Smith over the lyrics of his song "Chemical Imbalance", which contained a reference to the daughter of D12 member
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, who was not present during the tour.


Psychopathic Records (2002–2005)

In 2002, Esham signed to
Psychopathic Records Psychopathic Records is an American independent record label headquartered in Farmington Hills, Michigan. The label is most associated with the hip hop music subgenres horrorcore and rap rock. The label was founded in 1991 by Alex Abbiss and hip ...
, releasing the compilation ''
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''. It was announced that Esham would be moving away from the horror themes of his previous efforts. On November 18, 2003, Esham released his ninth studio album, ''
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''. It peaked at No. 9 on the Top Heatseekers chart, No. 10 on the Top Independent Albums chart, and No. 71 on the Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums chart. Jason Birchmeier wrote that "''Repentance'' is a small step forward for Esham. He seems very confident here, comfortable with himself as an artist ..when he pulls everything together ..he makes some of the best music of his long, fruitful, yet largely unacknowledged career." In 2005 Esham joined forces with Insane Clown Posse and Lavel to release the Soopa Villainz album, Furious. His follow-up album on Psychopathic '' A-1 Yola'', saw Esham achieving his highest consecutive level of charting success, as it peaked at 176 on the ''Billboard'' 200, his highest selling album on that chart to date, as well as peaking at No. 6 on Top Heatseekers, No. 12 on the Independent Albums chart, No. 23 on the Top Rap Albums chart, and No. 48 on the Top R&B chart. Allrovi wrote, "During the course of ''A-1 YOLA'', Esham takes the form of street hustler, kingpin, vampire, and all sorts of underworld characters, injecting his undiluted personality into each three-to-four-minute sketch. His sonic backdrop remains raw but fresh, drawing an impressive amount of energy out of sparse beats." Following this release, Esham left Psychopathic in 2005 to relaunch Reel Life/Gothom.


Post-Psychopathic

In June 2010, Esham recorded "Walk Toward the Light", a collaboration with international pro-wrestling superstar and global underground artist One Man Kru (of the horrorcore group Keepaz of the Krypt). The original mix was produced by One Man Kru and hosted by Young Wicked of AMB for the UGH34 mixtape. The remix was produced by D-Rodge and released on One Man Kru's "I Will Never Quit" LP without the third verse due to a miscommunication between the producer and the audio engineer. Smith released his twelfth studio album, ''
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'' on August 3, 2010, followed by the album '' DMT Sessions'', and a documentary directed by Smith, '' Death of an Indie Label'' in 2011, which was originally announced as a bonus feature on a deluxe edition of ''DMT Sessions'', but was instead uploaded onto Gothom Inc.'s YouTube channel. The Documentary was released with a soundtrack entitled the same, the LP would feature Seven the General as well as Poe Whosaine. Smith was interviewed for the documentary ''The Untold Story of Detroit Hip-Hop'', which is being produced by Detroit rapper Champtown. He also attempted a run for mayor of Detroit. In 2012,
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published a story detailing Esham's feud with
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and
Insane Clown Posse Insane Clown Posse, often abbreviated as ICP, is an American hip hop duo. Formed in Detroit in 1989 as a gangsta rap group, ICP's best known lineup consists of rappers Violent J (Joseph Bruce) and Shaggy 2 Dope (originally 2 Dope; Joseph Utsler ...
. In 2015 Esham and Insane Clown Posse reconciled their differences and Esham performed at the 2016 Juggalo Day "Ringmaster" Show.


Style

Esham's lyrical style, which author Sara Cohen says "utilize shocking (and blatantly over the top) narratives to give an over-exaggerated, almost cartoon-like version of urban deprivation in Detroit", was derived from the style of the
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. Smith's lyrics have focused on themes such as death, drug use, evil, paranoia and sex, and have included references to
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. Smith refers to his performance style as "acid rap", comparing the lyrics to hallucinations induced by
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. Esham's style has also been described as
horrorcore Horrorcore, also called horror hip hop, horror rap, death hip hop, or death rap, is a subgenre of hip hop music based on horror-themed and often darkly transgressive lyrical content and imagery. Its origins derived from certain hardcore hip h ...
hip hop.
People were literally scared of my records. There have been so many rumors about me and my records. People got the first album, and they would just make up stories. They'd get into an accident and be like, 'I got into an accident because I was playing that tape.' It wasn't like we helped ourselves when we described what was in people's heads. It wasn't to shock people, though, but to get people involved in what we were doing. We had to get peoples' attention. ..We said a lot of things that people wanted to say but didn't say. We talked about a lot of political and social ssuesthat people didn't want to talk about.
Following accusations of
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, Smith decided that ''
Closed Casket ''Closed Casket'' is the fourth studio album by Esham, released on November 22, 1994, and distributed by Reel Life Productions/ Warlock Records. Lyrics and music Because of the Satanic themes of his earlier work, Esham had been accused of ...
'' would be the last album to feature such themes, and that he would no longer rap about the
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. According to Smith, "I've been able to entertain people for 20 years. I just try to uplift people now. The latest things I do, I'm trying to get a message out to people, while I'm entertaining them at the same time." Esham's music style has been described as a fusion of hip hop beats and
death metal Death metal is an extreme subgenre of heavy metal music. It typically employs heavily distorted and low-tuned guitars, played with techniques such as palm muting and tremolo picking; deep growling vocals; aggressive, powerful drumming, feat ...
lyrics. Esham defined his style as analogous to "modern-day
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rheavy metal".
Insane Clown Posse Insane Clown Posse, often abbreviated as ICP, is an American hip hop duo. Formed in Detroit in 1989 as a gangsta rap group, ICP's best known lineup consists of rappers Violent J (Joseph Bruce) and Shaggy 2 Dope (originally 2 Dope; Joseph Utsler ...
has frequently cited Esham as an influence on their music.


Discography

;Studio albums * '' Boomin' Words from Hell'' (1989) * ''
Judgement Day The Last Judgment, Final Judgment, Day of Reckoning, Day of Judgment, Judgment Day, Doomsday, Day of Resurrection or The Day of the Lord (; ar, یوم القيامة, translit=Yawm al-Qiyāmah or ar, یوم الدین, translit=Yawm ad-Dīn, ...
'' (1992) * ''
KKKill the Fetus ''KKKill the Fetus'' is the third studio album by Esham. Released in 1993, the album's lyrics focus on subjects such as abortion and murder. The album, which has been cited as an iconic horrorcore album, has been praised for its genre-defining prod ...
'' (1993) * ''
Closed Casket ''Closed Casket'' is the fourth studio album by Esham, released on November 22, 1994, and distributed by Reel Life Productions/ Warlock Records. Lyrics and music Because of the Satanic themes of his earlier work, Esham had been accused of ...
'' (1994) * ''
Dead Flowerz ''Dead Flowerz'' is the fifth studio album by Esham. Released in 1996, it peaked at #38 on the ''Billboard'' Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums chart. Track listing All tracks by Esham #"What" – 2:34 #"You Betta Ask Somebody" – 3:22 #"Tony Montana" ...
'' (1996) * '' Bruce Wayne: Gothom City 1987'' (1997) * '' Mail Dominance'' (1999) * '' Tongues'' (2001) * ''
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'' (2003) * '' A-1 Yola'' (2005) * ''
Sacrificial Lambz ''Sacrificial Lambz'' is the eleventh studio album by Esham. Released in 2008, it is his first album since reviving Reel Life Productions and leaving Psychopathic Records. Lyrical themes Esham is quoted as saying "''Sacrificial Lambz'' and my who ...
'' (2008) * ''
Suspended Animation Suspended animation is the temporary (short- or long-term) slowing or stopping of biological function so that physiological capabilities are preserved. It may be either hypometabolic or ametabolic in nature. It may be induced by either endogen ...
'' (2010) * '' DMT Sessions'' (2011) * ''Venus Fly Trap LP'' (2012) * ''Dichotomy'' (2015) * ''Scribble'' (2017) * ''Dead of Winter'' (2018) * ''She Loves Me'' (2020) * ''She Loves Me Not'' (2020) * ''Psyops'' (2021)


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External links

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